journal

my friends said that i'm a journalist. i love to write and i have a journal. but i'm not sure what are the things that a journalist should write. i may not be a good writer but atleast my friends do understand . does a journalist writes about love ? does a journalist write about her feelings ? does a journalist write about what she's dreaming of ? i dont know anything bout being a journalist.. or.. is it my journal is actually my diary but only someone is allowed to read it ? LOL! I'm not good in words cause i'm still learning. sometimes i like to talk with my friends in english cause sometimes i'll learn new words that i didnt know but i'll find the meanings in dictionary and sometimes when i read novels and i'll find new words and sentences which i can use it in my journal. i have 3 journals now. when i was in primary school, my best friend, Hasya, always writes her story in an ordinary book and i love her essays. and that time i was interested in diaries so i wrote about my days in my diary. i first started the journal when i knew this lovely girl, my best friend, Aisha, always bring her lovely book and writes funny things and thoughts. so i was interested, i started writing  and another thing that made me wanna write was because i love her writings very much. i allow my best friends read my journal. they read what i feel and some of em' are really helping. i'm not good in saying what i feel so i write it in my journal. :)

25 DEC 2011

Well.. im not sure what to say. my stomache grumbling and say "feed me food ! i need nutritios" hahaha..its been so long that i didnt update my blog cause i didnt have my broadband, i didnt have my laptop and if i online at cyber cafe.. i need time to think what i want to say in blog. i usually write in my journal what i want to say. hihi.. anyways.. i'll get a DSLR and maybe i'll get job by then. well, next year is PMR year for me and all that will be form 3 next year which is 15 years old. woah! so fast that i'll be 15 next year :') my mum and my sisters said that i'll be collecting money by the work and by me, myself a new laptop using my own money. and using the money.. i want to buy things that i wish i want that i couldnt get from my parents. like an acoustic guitar. yesterday a friends of minewhich is my brother-in-law's lil brother thought me how to play guitar. its an electric guitar he thought me. hihi.. kinda happy cause before this i really dont know anything bout guitar or playing guitar. i want to buy it but only the cheep one. ouh.. and another thing.. i learnt how skateboarding. my niece thought me. haha! she's only 8 and she's the one who's been teaching but she's not that pro. haha.. anyway.. it seems that i dont come from a rich family like my friends did. its almost start school and "brain-blown-up-cause-study" will start. i got to go.. got nothing to say.. buhbye :)

i love taking pictures

i took this photo from google cause i love it. and the effect its like old pictures but cool. right now i dont have any camera or laptop so i cant do what i really like and interestes in :D id like to write more but i got to go .. buhbye

bored -.-

i'm bored rite now..so i'm sorry if this thing is short..
urgh! i hate it ! this thing went slow as if he's on and that makes me hard to chat with my friends -..-" especially when theres an interesting part =..= and plus, my laptop went "POOOF!!!" off -,- thats the shittest part ! and make me wanna hit this thing.. thank god i'm cool XD still i'm not in the mood now.. see ? i even dont know to rite.. maybe i'll blend my story rite now..
1-at school my-boy-friend, he is a prefect.. >changing to BM for the first time..
cam ni, kawan syaf kene tumbuk.. kawan syaf tego budak tu sebab budak tu bawak rokok.. pastu tak pasal2 kawan syaf tu kene tumbuk .. kesian die.. syaf tengok risau gile.. kalau awek die tengok lagi la risau.. kawan syaf tu pon cam nak nanges dah tengok die kat bilik kesihatan.. kawan syaf cakap yang die harap2 budak laki yang blasah boy-friend die tu kene gantung skola or something yang lagi terok.. syaf harap that dude okay skang.. and kawan syaf tu rindu sangat2 kat bf die..
2-penat la tadi, choral speaking.. pergh ! bwat cm jeret, suare pecah..bwat tommy voice plak tak dengar -..- mane satu ? poning palow den.. i just can pray rite now yang kitorang bley bwat that saturday cause VVIPs gonna be there ! what i gonna felt is sorry for teacher cause if it comes to blame, she'll get it.. :/ i hope god give us spirit to do this.. :D
okay, that's all.. bye :D

no title (!)

i am highly frustrated now.. i cant open my web to facebook and tumblr rite now, urgh! i'm so bored.. i need to chat.. i dont know why i cant go through it.. i wanna chat, i wanna update something.. pleeeeaaassee.. i need to online, cause i am so bored -,- i even dont have ideas to update something now.. shit !

three musketeers VS the furious five

WHO'S THE CUTEST ?
WHO WILL SCRAMBLE MAKTOKS HOUSE ?

THE THREE MUSKETEERS


VS

THE FURIOUS FIVE

WHO WILL WIN ?
 

I'M THE JUDGE (:
wahahahahaha...

you vote for them..
hahaha... :D 

someone special in your life

which one ? 

i am sure that you guys have someone special in your life, but some of you, the special person is either your boy-friend or your girl-friend. and some of you, your special person is your best-friend .. i know your mom/dad too but what i mean is other than your family..
for me, best-friend is the special person.. i have a bestest best-friend that i should be giving her a a big award, being the most special friend in my life (:
i dont know what to describe her because she is just AMAZING !
read this, [this is the message which is a homework letter that she'd sent to our english teacher]

Aisha Azhari April 2 at 10:30pm Report
Dear Miss Dalifa ,
I apologise sincerely if i have caused a delay in your work because i did not send the letter earlier like the rest of my friends . I did not attend school for a couple of days because i was tired and did not have the strength to do my work including this letter you have asked for . In this letter , i will write about my bestfriend , Syafiqah .

Syafiqah is a really special person to me . We do almost everything together . She is like a sister to me . Hmm , how do i begin to describe her ? She is kind and good hearted . She helps me solve my mathematics homework most of the time because she's clever .

She is also the cure to my pain . Whenever I am sad and feeling a bit down , she makes me feel better , she makes me laugh like a retarded girl . Thats part of the reason why i love her , as a friend , i mean . She is a very cute and happy person . She's barely even sad but she does have a hard time too , sometimes . Like everybody else , she is normal but perhaps more than that , maybe i'd like to say she's extraordinary .

She is awesome and maybe i cant describe her by words . Describing her is speechless , she is more than awesome . At times , we have our touching moments , haha . I think most bestfriends have it . Once you have found the right person to be your bestfriennd , never let go of them or you'll regret it .

You see , there's a lot more reason why i love my bestfriend Syafiqah , so maybe you have to get to know her to see how awesome she is . I love my bestfriend and i am sure our friendship will last long because we're always so loyal to each other . Anyway , thank you teacher for asking me to write this letter , i now know more about her than i did before .

Yours Truly ,
Alya Aishah
:'D

that is the sweetest thing she wrote about me, and seriously dude, i cry reading it. its not embarrassing okay ? i'm sure you guys, too, will cry if someone wrote a thing like that..
haha.. okay, thats all dude.. bye :D

crush or friendship ?

if i say i have a crush on someone, i bet you guys wants to know why. and you'll ask "why?" ..
 i was like "ohmygod! is that really necessary ? " well, listen here.. i wont tell you guys why i like even if you're my crush.. if i have a crush on someone, its because, ermmm.. hehehe... SECRET! i cant tell you guys.. you wont understand my feelings if you know, SERIOUSLY.. ofcourse i like someone because of something ^_^ i bet most of you guys have crush/crushes too :D uhuh.. so do i ! sometimes i have crush on him but sometime it fades away. rite now, i really dont have crush on anyone.. i'm not in the mood on crush-ing thingy rite now.. seriously, i dont. i just like to look at people. me and aisha are "THE GANG of LOOKING PEOPLE" XD naughty.. i remember when we pass by or see them even on a long distance! we were like, "AAAARRGGHHH!!!!" like a girl.. i bet they'll say me and aisha is crazy XD YES, WE ARE! :D i admit it ! not crazy like really crazy that we talk to ourselves -..-" thats really crazy! what i meant by crazy is "hyper" . but, we're not too hyper. urgh! forget it ! anyway, the same with aisha,, we dont have crush. but i'm not sure she has or not. huhuhu.. by the way, whats your opinion do crush really necessary ? for me, 60% 40%. 60% is nope and another 40%, yes. you know, friendship is more important than crush. you see ? friendship last longer than couple ? that shows that friendship is really important than crush in our life. and it is also important to your life ? so, dont worry if you're single. you'd have someone there which called friends, be beside you all the time .. so, dont worry to much, like.."MY GOD!! I WISH HE'S MINE." it doesnt make sure our live funny and harmony  generations.. i am so tired, last thing im gonna say.. GOODLUCK! and think about it :) hahaha,got to go.. bye..

FRIENDS LIKE THEM, ARE FRIENDS LIKE WOAH ! :D

I am proudly to present..MY BEST FRIENDS :) 

These are.. YANO and AISHA :) let me tell you something.. they are the best ! you'll regret if you didnt the chance to know them :) they understands me.. and if they say "we didnt like him/her" which shows that the person is not good for me.. like someone i know they said that they didnt like him cause they know that he will foul on me.. and now, he is.. with another girl.. 

 YANO.. she's a cute girl.. haha.. likes to read books.. more to study than in-love-ing things.. anyway, what she said that she doesnt like, sometimes ITS BAD..

 AISHA.. a pretty little girl.. *wootsz...wootsz * hahahaaha.. she also likes to read book... and she's a person who is soooooooooooo hard to fall in love..only a lucky guy would get her.. <3 anyway, the special about her.. what she feels about someone.. sometimes ITS TRUE..

i'm here telling you the truth.. i wont lie to you guys.. these dudes are THE BEST OF THE BEST ! hahaha.. lucky me to have em' love you guys :) muah ! 

okay, bye now.. 

music - imagination

paramore.. hrmmm ? justin bieber ? panic at the disco ? taylor swift ? [a bit ] i love their song.. not all.. some of the.. i dont know why i love listening to musics.. its like making me so free and full of imagination plus i'm kinda love to read books now.. so my life full of imaginations.. sometimes i'm late for school because i'm imagining too much..  some of them walking with my crush [hehehe], dancing with JB [hahahaha], and.. more and more that i cant even remember ! i dont know why.. even i have works.. then i stop for a while and start imgining.. something.. anything thats not possible in my life.. wierd.. haha.. and some of the time i wish i could run fast so that i can go anywhere without transport and right on time and i wish that i can be like JJ in No Ordinary Family.. he such a smart guy ! even his mom's work that her friends which a scientist cant solve it ! cool rite ? seriously i wish i could be like him.. but imagination just can be imagination.. cant be true.. only dream can come true [thats what people always say] i'm not sure it will become true or not.. -..-" hehehe.. anyway.. i just hope it will.. hahaha.. got to go now.. buhbye..

facebook

i am so addict to facebook.. i dont know why.. its true about what my cousin said.. theres nothing fun about facebook actually.. but i dont know why that i cant run away from it.. its like calling me.. hahaha.. how ridiculous i am.. but, seriously its like hold me.. well, you see.. i'm always late going to school.. its all about facebook.. i'm doing nothing but chating and see what people comment on what i post.. huhuhu.. crazy thoughts.. hahaha.. there's one day i'm online till 4 am cause i cant get rid of it.. until.. my father took it ! when i wake up, i want to online, the broadband's not there with the laptop ! i cry like crazy.. hahaha.. *embarrasing* hehehe... when i got home from school, my mum was like "when we give you chance to online, make it like you got that chance not use it till 4 a.m ! " and i was like " okay mum.. stop yelling"
i bet you guys hate it too.. but she's my mum and i cant yell at her.. i'll be fallen son ! i mean daughter.. whatever -..-"  the point is i must respect her.. cause she's the one who gave birth to me.. dont change the topic.. hahaha.. i dont know what i do on facebook and wasted my time fooling around and wait for someone to say hi to me.. i just wanna chat.. okay.. thats all.. bye.. so long readers :)

life

life isnt easy.. its not as easy as you think.. when you try to be cool, you sucks! when you're in love, you are blind and be fooled ! dont be so dumb.. just be who you are and yourself : ) it's really dumb when you be what you should not be.. be yourself is being the best.. trust me ; ) if you try to be somebody else that doesnt fit you, you shamed yourself.. and if that happens, i'll call you, dumb ass.. haha.. see you soon.. bye! : )

fifth time.. and i am so f!@#$ tired.. i feel like i wanna cry.. [bout the class]

this is the fourth time i wrote this -..-" i am so tired..

This year.. is different than last year.. i miss 1 Efisien..cause i treat them like my family.. they are the second best family in my entire life..my big sis, zulaikha..she always give me the wise choice so i wouldnt do any mistakes.. i have a twin, which aisha.. i didnt thought that we're gonna be bestfriend.. she's like the craziest bestest greatest bestfriend i've ever had! yano too.. she's like a little sister to me but sometimes she like "kakak" to me.. we mostly talk the same thing..hehehe..sorry yano.. and the others, thana, athira, fiqa, naimah, firzanah, fatin, stee, jasmine, apeez, abg. irfan,ouh.. irfan.. we used to be like twins..we do the same thing.. same favourite and more.. wow.. nik, on the phone till 12 am.. heheh.. and..others..luqman, thakif, irfan J,aqmar, hilmi, jain, daniel saufi, daniel asyraf, aiman and so many more! they like the best classmate ever.. me and classmate which is girl.. always recess together..gossip together [usually girls do, but we sayin the truth never lie].. then, we go outing together.. hahaha.. miss that time..
Now, I got into a higher class which in 2 Harmoni with yano.. i thought that i'm ready to learn and speak to them in english.. then, when we learn english.. theres a lot of word that i dont know .. i started to blurr.. and then when i got home, i learn that word and use it in my conversation with daniel.. i have to speak in english with him cause if speak to him in malay he never understand me.. Harmoni, the students are so different Efisien.. we dont even know most of them in class.. i'm only talk most with yano.. cause she's the only person that close to me.. i'm sitting at the back of the class with yano cause we come into the class late.. same as put and hani.. new friends.. actually i knew them last year..thats hani.. but put.. i know her since we were in the primary school.. haha..i thought the students in Harmoni is arrogant.. but they are friendly !

2 months past in 2011.. we like a family. make jokes! have fun! just like 1Efisien last year.. now i know that we need to mingle with others.. so we could acquainted  with the others..so have fun! bye.. :) love you guys <3

what i had in mind

even u guys getting old, famous or anything..never forget your friends who being by your side all the time. the one who made you laugh till u roll on the ground when you're sad, the one who made you crazy when you're alone and being quite till people think "the lonely one"..dont be the one who choosing friends.. everyone's not perfect..

this is just my experience.. i dont know what to say more..huhuhu..btw, i am new to blog..